Friday, 21 May 2010

Bob Dylan (Parasite form), Crash Bandicoot and a huge sad thing

Well, me and Cameron found a centipede/millipede/caterpillar today

We called it Bob Dylan.

It bit him.

We have NO idea what it is.

I'm playing Crash 2 (which is SO much better than Spyro) and it kicks ASS

so it turns out there's a 90% chance that Abbi's moving away, turning a 20 minute drive to an hour long drive.
I'm not sure how to feel. I'm absolutely devastated. I can barely last a week without seeing her, I hate to think what this is going to do to me...
At least she's not moving to... i dunno... Manchester, or Liverpool, or Norway... or china. Or somewhere REALLY far away.
And it puts Sleepovers even more on the cards.
but it's still the fact that I cant just wake up and ask my mum if I can see her today. We'll have to plan it weeks in advance.

And with my Mum's recent Revision drive, That's gonna be tough.

if anything, this proves how much I care about her. I can even feel a lump in the back of my throat.
Crap. Blurry vision now.

I'm not sure what to do. At all.

I don't know anyone who's ever been in this position, so I cant seek advice. And don't throw similar scenarios at me. It's not the same.

When you love someone so much that the mere thought of them makes you smile, that in their presence, everything's fine. When the threat of not seeing them much comes up, you feel horrible. No, horrible doesn't do it justice.

I'm gonna go now. I'm not sure what I should do, but I need to do something.

Tuesday, 18 May 2010

Because nothing says I Love You like a Mudkip mask

well, some people's social lives are fucked up.

Thank god I'm not one of them :D

...that is all

Saturday, 8 May 2010

Life, ABBI (I love you!) and My Effects Pedal :D

Isn't it strange how much life can change in just an hour?

Yeah, well it happened to me. But for the better. It's made my life OVER 9000!!!!!!! times better.

Abbi came round yesterday. And it was awesome :P

But at the same time, it sucked.

I love seeing her. So much :D

But with that, comes the goodbyes. The hardest goodbyes I ever have to do D:

And no matter what she says, there are two things about her.

1.I love her, so, so much. Far more so than she does me.
2. I dont deserve her. at all. I'm just too average.

MY PEDAL CAME TODAY. POPCORN SOUNDS PERFECT :D

Friday, 7 May 2010

I'm here with abbi. yay :D

we watched the yu-gi-oh abridges series, it was funny. I AM NOT A FREAKY FISH GUY DX

buh she must go soon.


uber sad face

Wednesday, 5 May 2010

Diversity, secrets and pubic hair

I've been diversifying my music taste recently.

Me two months ago, and it would ahve been Muse Paramore and MCR. Thats it.

But today I just downloaded some Panic! At The Disco, a Rage Against The Machine album and an All Time Low album.

A lot of people have been confiding their deepest secrets in me. All of them.

Its like I'm taking the role of the group counsellor. And I'm not complaining.

Although it does slap me into reality that everything isnt ever what it seems...

Jack and James put my phone down their trousers.

I actually had to pick pubes out of the keyboard.

Thanks, guys. Thanks a bunch.