Friday, 20 August 2010
it's been a while! ^^
I haven't blogged in a while. Now seems like an appropriate time to.
remember all those blogs about "wow, my life has changed..."?
no?
Didnt think so.
well there were plenty. And now, I think I can mean it more than ever.
And I really, really mean that.
and it's all because of the events of 18/19th August 2010. Dates to remember, history fans.
although what happened still has failed to sink in.
I acknowledge what happened, but it still hasn't sunk in. I keep remembering and thinking "...fuck"
anyway, thats everything interesting thats happened XD
YAY FOR VAUGEBLOGGING XD
Sunday, 25 July 2010
Today's deep thought - Love
Well let me tell you.
They're wrong.
I used to believe it myself, whenever anyone said "I love you" I was thinking 'naaaaaah, you don't love him'.
...
And then I saw her face! *dances*
Now I'm a believer!
Without a trace!
Of doubt in my mind!
Song lyrics aside, yes, I have indeed fallen in love. Fallen in love with the most fantastic girl in the world :D
Some people ask... How do you know that you're in love? And the answer? ...you just do. There are a few signs. Like:
Every hello with them is a relief, and an explosion of pure joy
Every time you touch, it feels warm, even if they're freezing.
Every time you kiss, time and space stop flowing. Nothing in the world matters, but the feeling of their lips on yours.
Every goodbye is like someone's ripping out your heart.
Every time you go to sleep, you're thinking about them.
Every time you wake up, you think about them straight away.
And let me tell you. Love is fantastic. And one day, we will all find it.
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Sunday, 4 July 2010
Walk In The Park :D
I went to Karate, meh, as usual. But then I went and saw the beautiful Abbi :D
Her hair was big. Very big.
Amanda was there, hadn't seen her in 3 months, so that was good.
So then we went to the Rec and me and Abbi played that Gladiators thing.
she was winning 4-0 ¬_¬
then the guy that ran it was saying COME ON YOU'RE BEING BEATEN BY A GIRL RAWWWWR!
...ok he didnt say rawr. but he DID shout XD
And I came back to win 5-4 XD
Abbi, I still have my medal :P
Oh, and I saw Foley there too.
we ate things, we went and played some football, me and Jak were ROFLCOPTERS together XD
buh then I had to go D:
And I went to work, and I (sort of) got promoted :D
If I do well again next week, i'll get to be a bar-back rather than being back-bar... theres a bigger difference than word order XD
Rather than washing, drying and filling juice, I now have to replace the bar's juice and spirits, Boston Tins, Glasses, take glasses back to be washed and refill juice, along with replenishing crushed and cubed ice. Yeah, it's a lot more work XD
But it should come with a pay rise :D
that means I have yet more money to spend on Abbi :D
And, abbi? you cant stop me. Because I have a plan >8D
Thursday, 24 June 2010
101 reasons why I love Abbi Shannon :D
2. Whenever she's not with me, I feel empty
3. I always look forward to seeing her
4. She loves me back
5. She has amazing music taste
6. She is amazingly beautiful
7. She sends the best "I Love You" texts in the world
8. She makes me feel loved
9. She's hilarious XD
10. She has an amazing sense of humour
11. She's completely random
12. We have brilliant times together
13. When we're together, I feel like I'm on top of the world
14. She has AMAZING hair XP
15. He voice is awesome (yes, I just said that)
16. She always makes me feel great
17. I can't stop thinking about her
18. I know that she'll read this and smile the whole way through
19. She's the sexiest thing since sex
20. She'll tell me that 19 is'nt true at all, I know her well enough to know that she' say that :P
21. She's BRILLIANT at... Things
22. She makes kick-ass pancakes
23. She introduced me to Kerrang!
24she's a great kisser
25. She's perfect for hugging
26. I can trust her
27. We can talk openly about... Things
28. She convinced me to dye my hair blue
29. She looks PERFECT
30. She's always determined that she shall0buy things not me, because she loves me
31. I read ever text from her with a smile
32. I haven't been unhappy these past 4 months that I've known her
33. She listens when I moan about people XD
34. She's understanding
35. She chooses the most average guy in the world but still loves him
36. She's an evil mastermind XD
37. She'll never turn down an oppertunity to see me
38. We headbang together XD
39. She loves me despite my skininess
40. She turns me on a lot ;)
41. She's fun to be with
42. She gets on with my friends
43. She tells me everything :P
44. She'll scream at me that I'm not average after reading this list
45. She's a fuckin' riot! (Geddit?)
46. She's flawless
47. She tolerates my flaws
48. She just sent me a massive text saying I Love You :D
49. She is the only one who can make me truly happy
50. She's good at air hockey... (ONE DAY DX)
51. She's played ALL the same games that I did when I was little XD
52. We constntly reminiscate about those games
53. She introduced me to many awesome bands :D
54. She's given me an arch-nemesis (Jonnie)
55. She's given me a hater (her dad...)
56. She sends me a morning text every morning
57. She's never failed to do so
58. She sleeps hugging Mr Bunni, wishing it was me
59. We watch great films together
60. We can argue about things and laugh about it the whole time
61. We never want to leave eachother's arms
62. She has awesome nicknames for people
63. She does great jokes by making fake FB accounts
64. She stalks people when she's bored XD
65. We know almost everything about eachother
66. She never takes The Game (HA) too far
67. I love the way we talk about the future
68. We talk about before we were dating and at the start of the relationship, and laugh about aspects of it XD
69. We have amazing times together :D
70. She has vair comfy quilts
71. We have close calls. And carry on regardless XD
72. Just the thought of her makes me smile
73. She's dissillusional that she loves me more
74. She has great clothing sense :D
75. When we hug and kiss, nothing else matters
76. She'd do anything to spend more time with me
77. I love her enough to know I'll get to 101
78. I can tell her anything
79. She'll always listen
80. She has beautiful eyes :D
81. So I hear she lykes Mudkypz?
82. We watch hilarious/sick things together
83. She brightens my life
84. She loves it when I play Guitar, even when I fail
85. She says hilarious stuff XD
86. She looks into my eyes and makes me feel incredible
87. I can always trust her
88. She makes me feel UNCOMFORTABLY ENERGETIC
89. She's an amazing artist :D
90. She makes even the most dull movie hilarious (Alice in Wonderland)
91. We can't go more than a few days without eachother
92. she loves me more than anything
93. What we have is better than anything I've ever seen
94. She has the best smile in the world
95. Everything about her seems... Right
96. We plan to do awesome things XD
97. She doesn't care what everyone thinks
98. She'll deny half of this, and I will prove her wrong
99. She'll try to match my love but never will :D
100. She's picture-worthy *ahem*
101. She's perfect :D
I love you so much abbi :D xxxxxxx
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Perfection is rare. But its out there :D
Yes, Abbi is fantastically perfect to me :D
I would rave about her, but I have a better idea of how to do that...
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Saturday, 19 June 2010
Loove, love, lovelovelove loooooooooove!
Yes, it is the intro to Hate by the Plain White T's, but I won't mention them.
...Oh
Everyone you meet (and often people you don't) have effects on your lives on epic proportions that you can't imagine. Some people have more effects than others.
Some change a 30 second decision. But some change your entire life.
I think we can all see where this is going :P
So yes, abbi has changed my life completely. Turned it upside down. And I love it :D
Yay for love then, eh?
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Wednesday, 9 June 2010
ABBIABBIABBIABBIABBIABBIABBI
So instead I'ma go on and on... and on... and on... and on... about Abbi :D
Well, where to start? Well, shes absouotely PERFECT in every way, despite her arguments against that. Great sense of humour, fun to be around, beautiful, and downright AWESOME :D
She does the BEST THINGS EVER in her registrations XD
And I love her. SO MUCH.
Ahhh, Love. It's a great thing. It may have it's drawbacks, like the inability to think about anyone/anything else. She's ALWAYS going round my head :D I would describe what I keep thinking of, but I cant remember XD and what I can isn't suitable O.O
Well, I see her on friday (which could very quickly become the best day of the week), which is good cuz I miss her SO MUCH DX
anyways. you're all bored.
HI ABBI :D I love you! :D xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sunday, 6 June 2010
MONDAY! :D
Goin over to Abbi's. We're gonna watch the All Time Low DVD, gonna be great :D
Of course, the main thing is that I'M SEEING ABBI :DI havnt seen her in, like, FOREVER :D
Hi, Abbi, I love you :D xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Maybe we wont have any close calls this time, unlike last time XD
Saturday, 5 June 2010
Jack Stevens: attempting to make the unbearable, tolerable since about a week ago
Me. Clearly.
Yes, I would go on and on and on about the title, but only... Yeah, only 1 person would know what I'm on about. Abbi.
Speaking of whom, I seem to fall in love with her more and more every hour that passes by :D
To quote the blackout:
"I'll never be perfect, because I'll never be you"
This week at work wasn't about reflecting, as such. More about... Thinking. It was about the future. Running different scenarios in my head. And none of them are good. They all relate to my title, and all but one have a sad ending, the only exception (heh) has an unhappy middle. But hey. It will have to be that last one, its best in the long run.
So, I'm getting into Screamo. Didn't see that coming. Which is surprising, considering it screams, it would seem pretty noticable.
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Wednesday, 2 June 2010
I haven't blogged in AGES
I haven't blogged in weeks. So I'll do it now
Well, I went to the Hay Festival this weekend, saw lots of comedians. Like Rob Brydon, Ed Bryne and Jo Brand. They were all absolutely brilliant XD
I'm glad people are finally getting into relationships again. It makes me feel less... Different XD
Unfortunately, it seems that one has ended though. I have a theory as to what happened. And I'm worried about one of the people in that relationship. I have a good idea how they will react, and it isn't great.
While I was LMAOing at the comedians, I couldn't fully enjoy it. Why? Because I missed Abbi, the most perfect person in the world D: I swear I've come back for Wales more in love than when I left. And that's saying something.
But I saw her yesterday!!!!! :D
Ah... So fun XD always is.
...Was a bit close at one point though. Abbi, I think we both know what I'm talking about :P
...Reading the back, you're all going to get the wrong idea. Meh.
But now I can't see her until saturday D:
And then Sunday, when Norrish is coming with me to meet Anna again.
Then we have Monday too :D
I'm keening Paramore now after we got the tickets (PARAMORE 15.11.10!!!!!)
I've run out of things to talk about...
Argh! My ears popped! DX I'm on a train, you see. To London. With my Mum, Dad and brother. And my dads guiding us. That means 'ok, were at A. We need to get to B. Ooh! On the way there, let's go and see Z, about 6 miles off course!'
I miss Abbi already D: and I was with her 12 hours ago... I always miss her. That's the only downside to Love. The empty hole that isn't filled unless you're around them. And for me, that's a pretty gaping hole. Like, I think she has my Spleen, Liver, kidney and a good chunk of my lung. That's a big hole.
I'm always thinking about her anyway. ALWAYS.
I love you Abbi :D xxxxXxxxxx
Ok, well I'm rambling now. So I'll be off.
Aaaaaand you probably didn't read all that. But if you did, give me a hi-5 XD
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Friday, 21 May 2010
Bob Dylan (Parasite form), Crash Bandicoot and a huge sad thing
We called it Bob Dylan.
It bit him.
We have NO idea what it is.
I'm playing Crash 2 (which is SO much better than Spyro) and it kicks ASS
so it turns out there's a 90% chance that Abbi's moving away, turning a 20 minute drive to an hour long drive.
I'm not sure how to feel. I'm absolutely devastated. I can barely last a week without seeing her, I hate to think what this is going to do to me...
At least she's not moving to... i dunno... Manchester, or Liverpool, or Norway... or china. Or somewhere REALLY far away.
And it puts Sleepovers even more on the cards.
but it's still the fact that I cant just wake up and ask my mum if I can see her today. We'll have to plan it weeks in advance.
And with my Mum's recent Revision drive, That's gonna be tough.
if anything, this proves how much I care about her. I can even feel a lump in the back of my throat.
Crap. Blurry vision now.
I'm not sure what to do. At all.
I don't know anyone who's ever been in this position, so I cant seek advice. And don't throw similar scenarios at me. It's not the same.
When you love someone so much that the mere thought of them makes you smile, that in their presence, everything's fine. When the threat of not seeing them much comes up, you feel horrible. No, horrible doesn't do it justice.
I'm gonna go now. I'm not sure what I should do, but I need to do something.
Tuesday, 18 May 2010
Because nothing says I Love You like a Mudkip mask
Thank god I'm not one of them :D
...that is all
Saturday, 8 May 2010
Life, ABBI (I love you!) and My Effects Pedal :D
Yeah, well it happened to me. But for the better. It's made my life OVER 9000!!!!!!! times better.
Abbi came round yesterday. And it was awesome :P
But at the same time, it sucked.
I love seeing her. So much :D
But with that, comes the goodbyes. The hardest goodbyes I ever have to do D:
And no matter what she says, there are two things about her.
1.I love her, so, so much. Far more so than she does me.
2. I dont deserve her. at all. I'm just too average.
MY PEDAL CAME TODAY. POPCORN SOUNDS PERFECT :D
Friday, 7 May 2010
Wednesday, 5 May 2010
Diversity, secrets and pubic hair
Me two months ago, and it would ahve been Muse Paramore and MCR. Thats it.
But today I just downloaded some Panic! At The Disco, a Rage Against The Machine album and an All Time Low album.
A lot of people have been confiding their deepest secrets in me. All of them.
Its like I'm taking the role of the group counsellor. And I'm not complaining.
Although it does slap me into reality that everything isnt ever what it seems...
Jack and James put my phone down their trousers.
I actually had to pick pubes out of the keyboard.
Thanks, guys. Thanks a bunch.
Friday, 30 April 2010
A whole week, guitar and Badges
This week is going to SUCK.
A whole week without seeing Abbi seems like a year D:
But, at least we're going to have 3 days together, with movie day on sunday :D
My string's still broken.
So i cant play 90% of everything I know.
I really should get some more.
Nikki stole Hayley, then Kerrang, then Dave. But I dont care. i didnt want them.
Wednesday, 28 April 2010
things going great, happiness, concern and frustration
Well, I suppose that's what I'm doing now, huh?
I'm not going to go into depth though.
But I can tell you that I'm happier than I ever have been in my life.
This beats everything. Every holiday, ever, the best times I've had with my friends and, yes, even the Muse concert. They dont even come close.
I'm concerned.
Our group is slowly descending into chaos. were all stick in an over-complicated love... shape. Nothings right, at all. A few people are very, very sad and upset, verging on downright depression. Its just two of us that are fighting to keep us going, through whatever means possible.
And yes, I'm also frustrated. For a very complicated reason. It almost links back to the first thing in this blog.
But, hey, I cant complain. cuz i'm just so bloody happy :D
Friday, 23 April 2010
Ode to my stings
We had good times together. I learnt key things on you, Like Teenagers and Famous last words. All Time low, MCR, Muse, Paramore, every band I love we played together.
And then. Today.
You Snapped.
Why did you leave me, D string? You were one of the most pivotal. Being the 4th string, most chords have something to do with you.
We were playing Ignorance, when you... well... fell out of the knut.
You see, your inside wire snapped. But the coiled wire round the edge is still intact. Thats what kept you together.
But, you are now unusable.
And I cant replace you, I dont have any money.
Dunlop strings, i played you for... two months?
We may have had good times, but MAN you suck! Its Ernie Ball for me next time!
Tuesday, 20 April 2010
Blue hair, crazy 'enthusiastic' teacher and a lack of the usual third thing to put in the title.
Its blue.
SO VERY BLUE
And it looks pretty awesome, if I'm honest.
Abbi and amanda were right, even my business studies teacher noticed that I look like Gerard Way XD
We were in english today, with a sub. He talked like he hated us. He fails. For example:
Yeah. he REALLY FAILSI have a gift that any good teacher should have. I can talk publicly about anything I want and not stop at all. Now what was I on about... oh, right, shakespeare.
And then we watched the Macbeth DVD.
He got into it.
VERY INTO IT
...he had a boner. seriously. DX
And he said "boys, beware of those girls, theyre wicked inside!"
To which Cameron responded "I'm two steps ahead of you, sir"
Oh, and Cameron's a Geographist. He told me in French XD
Sunday, 18 April 2010
Quite possibly the biggest post ever
But, it DID give me some time to myself, time to think. You see I have a lot of things to think about.
The main one being my Dad. Since I dyed my hair he seems to hate me and Abbi being together. Needless to say, that's a bad thing. You see, he's the one who often takes me to and from abbi's house.
Sure, we can come here, but we can't really do much. My mums so paranoid that were not even allowed in my room. So at least at her house we have some form of privacy.
Oh. Yeah. Privacy. There just isn't any these days. You can want privacy with your boy/girlfriend. You can want self-privacy. Privacy of your belongings and privacy of information.
The last one annoys me. One day your giving your email address to someone on the internet and the next, google are selling your address, birthplace and waist size to Korean Gangsters.
Then there are stalkers. In the world of stalkers, there are the good, the bad and the ugly. But the ugly ones are usually bad. I've had a couple of stalkers. One ugly (and, therefore, bad) and one good. The bad one, well, this is on my facebook page too so I'm not saying any names but I think you know who I'm talking about.
And my good stalker is, needless to say, abbi. Yeah she stalked me a LOT. But she was a good stalker so that made it ok.
Wow. I wrote a lot today.
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Wednesday, 14 April 2010
Black hair, Helena and Black Hair
It Kicks ass, although the eyeliner did NOT go well DX
But, yes, it looks awesome. Although I'm gonna be called Emo when we go back to school :P
And, I suppose, I am emo. but one of those happy, non self-harming emo's :P
I mean, I listen to the right music. MCR, The Used...
Speaking of which, The Used are AWESOME and I'm addicted to Helena.
The video for that song MAKES SENSE and has a STORY unlike most videos *glares at Fall Out Boy*
No Ones blogged for AGES. BLOG NOW BITCHES DX
Sunday, 11 April 2010
Fun, the cupboard, and Gerard Way
We played the cupboard game. That was fun too XD
I'm dying my hair black tomorrow, I could look very much like Gerard Way.
That will be... interesting
Thursday, 8 April 2010
Well, It's Friday tomorrow ^_^
And THAT means abbi :P
Which is, needless to say, a good day :D
Wow, I have a lot of things to do next week:
- Sort the band out
- Learn ALL of The Black Parade album by My chemical Romance
- get everyone over to brixworth.
- Do that Maths homework
Sunday, 4 April 2010
It's been a while...
It's been a while since I blogged. Been to busy at work or doing other stuff.
So, What's new?
Honestly, nothing much. Although things really have changed over the past couple of weeks.
When I'm at work, standing there, washing and drying glasses (so... many... cups... XD) it gives me time to reflect on what I achieved this week.
Its funny to think last night that two weeks ago, I was standing there debating weather to ask Abbi out. Obviously I decided yes.
So things have changed a great deal since then.
Wait... 2 weeks? That makes this the longest relationship I've been in GO ME XD
Well, this week I also thought about what me and Abbi can do together... We've kind of run out if ideas :L
I wonder what I'll be thinking about next week...
Thursday, 1 April 2010
MK ULTRA, Command and Conquer and Friday
So I learnt MK ULTRA.
Jesus that was hard. But I've pretty much nailed it now, yay me ^_^
Thos Idiots at Crap are so E.A. They decided to RUIn the best game ever. Bastards.
Oh, it's friday tomorrow! That means movie day avec Abbi yaaaaay!
Friday, 26 March 2010
Guys! It's Saturday tomorrow!
And I have plans, plans involving Monies and the purchasing of stuff >:D
Thursday, 25 March 2010
mwa ha ha
the end.
by amy harddick :D
(genius in the making)


The magical wonders of yesterday
Its all down to seeing abbi again (hi Abbi!)
But now I have to wait till saturday to see her again. Which seriously sucks.
But still, saturday, she can meet most people, since none of you guys have actually met her.
You should all get along pretty easily. I hope :P
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Tuesday, 23 March 2010
Wednesday is nearly here!
God have I been missing her...
Oh well, should make tomorrow all the better :D
Were going to solve questions, like what the fuck is better!? Dairy Milk? Or Galaxy?
Generally, its gonna be a lot of fun.
Then on saturday you can all meet her (yay!)
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Monday, 22 March 2010
Damn you, logic, Why cant you bend to my will!?
Seriously, right now I need wednesday. REALLY REALLY BAD
well now theres the job of telling my mum that I have a girlfriend. God help me XD
But still it's all gonna be worth it :')
Sunday, 21 March 2010
Best. Sunday. EVER!
It paid off.
So now I have a girlfriend, for the first time in a year. And god, does it kick ass.
Alice in Wonderland was crap, made Ginger jokes all the way through. But still, what happened there was awesome.
Saturday, 20 March 2010
One door closes, another one opens... A year later.
A year ago I asked amy out. I'm going to do it again, tomorrow. But not amy, nononono.
Anyone that's spoken to me in the last week or so a bit can probably guess who I'm talking about.
If my sources are corred (you know who you are) then the answer will be yes.
Which is good.
Fod I'm nervous.
Meh. Oh well.
I sent this with my BlackBerry. See how clever I am?
Happy happy happy :D
But, at the same time, I'm feeling better than I've felt in a year.
Well, I know I'm feeling better than I was a year ago.
Guys, in a nutshell, its partly about sunday.
Gonna meet up with Abbi and Amanda (some old friends) and were gonna go round town doing random shizzle XD
Oh, there will be other people, but I don't care about them XD
I'm so happy that I don't care about my exams next week. I'm gonna fail astronomy, but I don't care.
Going out with nikki etc to revise, but I don't think its gonna help, its just gonna bring sunday round quicker :D
What am I gonna wear today?
My fave outfit is reserved for tomorrow.
Well, blog fans, if tomorrow goes as planned, it could lead to very good things indeed.
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Friday, 19 March 2010
Sunday Sunday Sunday.... SUNDAAAAAY!
Gonna go around town, pretending to be a turtle (long story) and saying Glug.
Generally it's gonna kick ass.
Like I said.
Sunday, 14 March 2010
Teenagers, My Chemical Obsession and Truth or Dare
ahHA!
See what I did there?
With the play on words? aha.
So I learnt Teenagers today, despite me saying it would be far too hard.
Easiest.
Solo.
Ever.
So we played Truth or Dare today.
Not much happened, Except Nikki flirted with her shoe (facepalm).
Also: Flirting like Old People.
"Countdown's on!"
"What?"
"Countdown's on!"
"What?"
"Countdown's on!"
"What?"
"Countdown's on!"
"What?"
"Countdown's on!"
"What?"
anyway.
Apparently I have a good sense of humour. Yay me :D
Sunday, 7 March 2010
Toy Soldiers, Dissapointment and Samuel L Jackson
Maybe now is the time.
Well, been excited about something for a few days now, today made me realise I may have been exaggerating it a bit. Oh well.
You remember how I fell in love with Muse? I listened to their songs more, got their albums, got involved a bit more, bought merchandise etc?
If you were there, beware.
Its happening again.
With My Chemical Romance.
Funny, I can distinctly remember hating them at christmas 2008.
I got a game called Toy Soldiers. It kicks ass.
Dan didn't come to the park today.
I warned him.
Our good friend, samuel l jackson was with us.
So he put some motherfucking snakes on dans motherfucking plane.
He forgot his purple lightsabre though...
Thursday, 25 February 2010
Meh
Nothing really happened.
Not feeling as crap as yesterday, though. After all some moderately unexpected things happened today that made me feel rather happy :D
But still.
Other than that, very meh.
But HEY! 10 days till Band Practice!
Friday, 12 February 2010
God damn you Will...
Thanks.
I think no. It can be a load of crap *looks at Matthew Smith* but often, you do feel something. Adults go through a lot of relationships too so hey
Thursday, 11 February 2010
Who, what, when, where and how (I'm not really thinking about why)
NEAR:
Who: Who is off tomorrow?
What: What should I do tomorrow?
When: When are we getting our history results back?
How: How am I going to forge Mr Smith's signature?
Not very important then.
DISTANT:
who: Who the hell am I going to spend my life with?
What: What am I going to do with my life?
When: When will I be a fully-qualified teacher?
How: Do I actually BE a teacher?
More important.
I need to know the last two. They're really important.
The other two? Well that's kinda trivial.
Time. It sucks. When your having an awesome time, it says HA YOUR A DOUCHE IM GOING TO GO FAST! When your having a suckish time, it says HA YOUR A DOUCHE IM GOING TO GO SLOWLY!
I need to sort my head out. too many thoughts, too many decisions.
The end of an era. This time. No really, this time for sure.
These past four days have been the most amazing, diverse and fun days of my life. I met my old teachers, Saw my old school from a teacher's perspective. Oh, and I me a couple of old friends.
It was full of remembering today. We reminisated in Mrs Swannel's classroom. We said hi to some old teachers.
And the tree.
The Stepping tree.
We used to walk round that for hours, talking for ages. We did that today, too.
And the shade trees. If you went out of them, you died.
We ran. We ran down the field. Just like the old days. We nearly fell over, but we didnt care. We were free again, and for the last time. It was like Year 6 all over again, the last time we would ever walk that field.
I miss it already. Let me go back. Please.
So that's it. The next stage is training to be a teacher.
Wednesday, 10 February 2010
Work Experience is awesome
It's made me want to be a teacher!
Plus, going round seeing all the teachers again was win.
and seeing Christina again was a surprise, we havnt stopped going on about all the things we remember like the stepping tree and the shark game and pissing curtis off so that he goes red in the face...
But it's all coming to an end tomorrow.
Damn i'm gonna miss those kids.
Monday, 8 February 2010
Work Experience, eh?
Being a primary school teacher would be awesome.
So that's what I want to do.
I've decided.
PLUS I get friday off, so thats good. Might go out with Nikki, inviting other people, should be fun :D
Monday, 1 February 2010
A weekly thing
Me and kat are now just friends, nothing more. We both have feelings, however big they may be, for other people.
And no, I will not tell you who it is for me :P
But that doesnt matter. It's the fact that this guitar is awesome.
I'm chewing my pick. I should probably stop.
I'm bored
Very bored.
Time to go on fail blog to eat LMAOnaise out of the jar.