Meh

Today was meh.

Nothing really happened.

Not feeling as crap as yesterday, though. After all some moderately unexpected things happened today that made me feel rather happy :D

But still.

Other than that, very meh.

But HEY! 10 days till Band Practice!

God damn you Will...

Now i've been thinking about that god damn question.

Thanks.

I think no. It can be a load of crap *looks at Matthew Smith* but often, you do feel something. Adults go through a lot of relationships too so hey

Who, what, when, where and how (I'm not really thinking about why)

I've been thinking about those questions a lot. Some in the near future, some in the distant future.
NEAR:
Who: Who is off tomorrow?
What: What should I do tomorrow?
When: When are we getting our history results back?
How: How am I going to forge Mr Smith's signature?

Not very important then.

DISTANT:
who: Who the hell am I going to spend my life with?
What: What am I going to do with my life?
When: When will I be a fully-qualified teacher?
How: Do I actually BE a teacher?

More important.

I need to know the last two. They're really important.

The other two? Well that's kinda trivial.

Time. It sucks. When your having an awesome time, it says HA YOUR A DOUCHE IM GOING TO GO FAST! When your having a suckish time, it says HA YOUR A DOUCHE IM GOING TO GO SLOWLY!

I need to sort my head out. too many thoughts, too many decisions.

The end of an era. This time. No really, this time for sure.

Well, that's it. Im done with work experience. And you know what? That sucks.

These past four days have been the most amazing, diverse and fun days of my life. I met my old teachers, Saw my old school from a teacher's perspective. Oh, and I me a couple of old friends.

It was full of remembering today. We reminisated in Mrs Swannel's classroom. We said hi to some old teachers.

And the tree.

The Stepping tree.

We used to walk round that for hours, talking for ages. We did that today, too.

And the shade trees. If you went out of them, you died.

We ran. We ran down the field. Just like the old days. We nearly fell over, but we didnt care. We were free again, and for the last time. It was like Year 6 all over again, the last time we would ever walk that field.

I miss it already. Let me go back. Please.

So that's it. The next stage is training to be a teacher.

Work Experience is awesome

Well, I've been loving work experience.
It's made me want to be a teacher!
Plus, going round seeing all the teachers again was win.

and seeing Christina again was a surprise, we havnt stopped going on about all the things we remember like the stepping tree and the shark game and pissing curtis off so that he goes red in the face...

But it's all coming to an end tomorrow.

Damn i'm gonna miss those kids.

Work Experience, eh?

Well went to work experience today.

Being a primary school teacher would be awesome.

So that's what I want to do.

I've decided.

PLUS I get friday off, so thats good. Might go out with Nikki, inviting other people, should be fun :D

NOTE TO SELF

don't EVER post anything mysterious on your blog.

EVER

A weekly thing

Ok, this is now a weekly thing :P

Me and kat are now just friends, nothing more. We both have feelings, however big they may be, for other people.

And no, I will not tell you who it is for me :P
But that doesnt matter. It's the fact that this guitar is awesome.

I'm chewing my pick. I should probably stop.

I'm bored

Very bored.

Time to go on fail blog to eat LMAOnaise out of the jar.